i am in the way to become mathematician,everyone make their work complex by introducing jargons,but not telling the thing going on behind them,which makes mathematics inaccessible to the people outside that field,the golden time was of sir issac newton,euler and gauss era where the mathematics has been treated as interaction and anyone who has logic and imagination can go with it,so i am a self taught mathematician,learning mathematics at private scale,i tried birch and swinnerton Dyer and riemann hypothesis and hodge conjectures and i am still taking strenuous efforts to go in opposite way where many people discourage me ,but there are quite few light houses who have guided my journey but lets see what happens